My 1st love..my first everything. i swore we were gonna get married. 7.27.08 - 3.13.10. everyone said how we were a perfect couple. rarely fought. madly in love. long distance - just brought us closer than ever when we were with eachother. made eachotehr so happy. joked arouned and never got mad. little fights with makeup kisses (:. he hugged me when i needed to be and listened to me. he listened and i mean really listened. if you asked him what my favorite anything was he was able to answer it within 2 seconds. this boy knew my life story. he was my EVERYTHING. I was his Bella and he was my Nixie. He wouldnt call me hot not even in front of his friends he would call me gorgeous and beautiful. he woudl take care of me when i was sick. he was embaressed to be with me when i was in sweats an hoodie an a messy ponytail an no makeup on. he would tell me he loves me everyday. but then he left for the army :( one of the saddest times in my life. The saddest? was when his little brothers called me and told me he got shot an died. i didnt get to say bye. i didnt talk to him for days. didnt get to say i love you. nothing. i was left broken hearted and lost the love of my life. I’m still not over this. and its been 5 months. i still cry even though i know he wouldnt want me too. i still imagine him layin next to me in bed or him wrapping his arms around me an telling me everything will be ok an wiping my tears away. He was the perfect guy and i had him and then lost him </3 I love you Nicholas Alexander Young and miss you so fuckin much and i can’t wait to finally be with you again one day. I’m sorry this is long but i just had to get this out.
This is the saddest thing I’ve ever read and it deserved to be reposted.
